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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Living in the Future.

Even when I was working hard to become a photographer I didn't do all that much photo "editing" in Photoshop. Nothing excessive. A dodge and burn here and there but mostly a tweak of the levels and trying to get as much done in the RAW conversion as I could. I used to think that maybe it would be best to just shoot jpeg and save myself the step. Now I know better. I need my photo editing computer up and running because posting these shots only using the editing of Picassa is killing me. I need control! Photo was taken by the wife the other day. Good stuff.

Photography frustrations aside things are going pretty well. Work has been getting better. It seems that I really did win the most recent long running battle with the insurance company and they are going to do the right thing. Although we still have occasional "events" here and there, the seizure meds are working well and the tweaking of his doses has Liam awake and alert for much longer stretches of time. Physical therapy is going well, Liam and Mom learned some new exercises today while I was at work and he just keeps getting bigger and bigger. Nursing care can still be tough because we just want to have our own house to ourselves more often but boundaries are being set and we are better at letting our expectations be known.

I hung our first Christmas wreath on the front door yesterday. Family tradition states that just like we used to say in my church as a kid "Merry Christmas and may it last 'til Easter" we will keep it hanging until Easter. The trick is to flip it over around groundhog day to get a bit more green needles for your buck. I will post a picture soon and hope to hang more lights soon to go along with the wreath.

There's still a bit of white stuff on the ground but it is icy, crunchy stuff. I'm looking for the fluffy stuff. The stuff that can quickly have you looking at more than a few inches to shovel but if you get out there before it freezes together will push right off with ease. Staying home with my wife and son during a major snowstorm is another one of the dreams I've been waiting so long to come true. During last winter we had a few pretty major snow storms with some good accumulation. Through it all, Karin and I made our way back and forth to the hospital every day. Looking forward to a day when we would be able to see our son without changing out of our pajamas. A warm cup of cocoa, the morning paper, fluffy white stuff piling up outside and my boy with me on the couch. I can't wait for that. That's why I'm hoping for big snow storms every weekend this winter.

I've started reading The Hobbit to Liam. It's been so much fun. We aren't very far into the book and I'm already struggling with my voices. All those dwarves and Gandalf along with them is proving to be a bit low for my range and I'm needing more pauses for water. But Tolkein's conversational storytelling style along with songs makes it so much fun to read. This was an important book to my family as my father was so taken with it that I can remember him reading from it at the dinner table when I was a kid. The nurses and Liam's mom read him the big large picture books showing him brightly painted penguins and elephants but I like it just the same to have Liam rest his head on my chest with only my soothing voices comforting him to sleep.

Karin mentioned the fact that we had a photo shoot for a holiday card on her facebook page and within minutes we had about a dozen emails of peoples addresses to receive said card. It was a bit strange how quickly it happened. It is incredible how this baby boy who has been so sheltered from people and germs that he has yet to meet all of his family that even live in this area has touched so many lives because of the internet. We truly are living in the future.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Where nothing really happens.

Nothing remarkable to report today which I guess is a good thing. Liam is definitely on the mend and actually let us hold him today. He stopped being so cranky that he would freak out at a simple touch and went back to his old snuggly self. A slight cough still comes out every now and then and his secretions are a little more than usual but his coloring is back to normal and he is behaving more like himself. We had a nurse today so I got to get a couple extra hours of sleep this morning before taking off to my own doctors appointment and then when I got back The Wife had a chance to go out and do some birthday shopping. Yup, my birthday is tomorrow.



A bit of a scare last night. As I was suctioning Liam I cracked the circuit (or breathing tube) coming out of his ventilator. I was ambu bagging him (manually breathing for him using the ambu bag you may have seen this type of thing on ER or some other hospital drama) and was stuck. Can't walk away to get help, can't put a new circuit onto the vent and leak test it with one hand. Stuck. Was able to call Karin loud enough that I woke her up and she was able to help but what if that happened to her while I was at work? She would be stuck bagging him for hours. I am terrified that we won't be able to get the nursing care we require before I go back to work. The nursing company has assured me that we will be fully staffed soon but until they train more nurses on how to take care of a kid with Liam's issues we are stuck doing it ourselves. We went 6 days with only two 8 hour shifts of help last week. Good thing we paid attention during our own training. Don't get me wrong, I love taking care of Liam. We spent the first 9 months of his life letting doctors and nurses do most of the care so I want nothing more than to be the caregiver for my boy but it is no easy task when even lifting him out of bed and sitting with him on your lap is a two person job. While I am back to work Karin is definitely going to need a well trained second pair of hands.




The library called and my books are in and so tomorrow I will finally start the Sandman series of comics that I have been wanting to read for a loong time.




This video has a ton of hits and you have all probably seen it before but this is a very, very cool cover of an enormously catchy tune. Beyonce's Single Ladies performed by Pomplamoose






The LA Times has printed a new Vonnegut story "Look at the Birdie" (from Maude Newton)




Karin got into facebook two weeks ago when prompted by our nurses in the hospital. They all wanted a way to keep in touch and know how Liam was doing. I have always said that I would never get a facebook page. I just never thought it was something I wanted to do. I find myself conflicted now. I am watching my wife reconnect with friends that she hasn't seen in almost ten years and I wonder who I could find out there. I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet but I think I just may go back on my word regarding facebook. ugh.